Still not okay.

Going from last night's post, I'm still pretty bothered.

I had been doing pretty well with my sleep schedule. I'd been getting a good 8-9 hours every night. But this whole thing had been eating at me all night, I think I got 5 hour max. Not good for my health; less sleep, more episodes.

You know, thinking about this objectively, it would be helpful to know where I was and what I was doing during the month I don't remember. Which would be mostly from late December to late January. I wasn't in contact with my doctors then, but if anything happened that could have made me worse, I should be aware of it. I say “don't remember”, but it's more accurate to say I have a very dim recall of the events. I have vague, general impressions of place, but not detail.

Months ago, before I got incredibly sick, I was having smaller chunks of memory loss. Emma suggested I record where I go so I don't forget. So I had a record of what I was doing.

I should look into the things that I brought back with me to school, like my travel backpack. And go back through these entries; maybe I mention where I am, where I'm going. If nothing else, I should make it explicit from here on out.  

Speaking of which, I'm headed to my hometown for a few days. If anyone's reading, any suggestions on what I should look for while I'm there? You probably have a better sense of continuity about that than I do. 

(Final note: still having problems with language. I apologize if this has made limited sense.)